NATURAL CURE FOR THE MODERN MAN------[YOGA FRIUT] FORGIVENESS

My message is an appeal to those who are not at peace, those whose lives are touched with bitterness, with hostility, or with resentment. It is a plea to those who anxiously struggle with worry, or with grief or disappointment, with guilt, or with shame. We see so much unnecessary suffering, so many who cripple themselves spiritually carrying burdens which could be put down.

Many suffer from real misfortune and injustice. Sadly, some only imagine that they do. In either case, self-inflicted penalties soon become cruel and unusual punishment. Some, however, seek to cure guilt with self-justification, a quack medicine which only covers the symptoms; it will never cure the cause. Self-justification leads one to blame another for his mistakes. For example, when you seek financial gain, you may be tempted by others to miscalculate, even ignore, risks. When things go wrong—and they can go wrong even in carefully managed affairs—some look for others to blame. They want some “deep pocket” to make them whole. They want someone else to carry their responsibility like the scapegoat of ancient times, which was ceremonially burdened with the sins of others and left to wander in the wilderness. They have little difficulty finding some attorney willing to act as high priest in transferring their responsibility to someone else. They file suit with little or no merit, intending to force others to settle in order to avoid the unconscionable cost of defending themselves in court. There is no dishonor in appealing to a court of law for either justice or protection. I refer to those who do so to justify themselves and shift their own responsibility to someone else. Such efforts are successful often enough to permit self-serving lawyers to convince yet another client that he need not honor his own commitments. The word integrity becomes tarnished by counsel and client alike. And there follows that long trail of acrimony with brother against brother over property or money. Be careful lest you yourself become the goat and carry unseen spiritual burdens into the wilderness. More serious by far than the loss of property or money are the unseen spiritual penalties which accrue like interest on a debt which one day, in the eternal scheme of things, must surely be paid. I read a story of a young couple who settled in the wilderness. While the man cleared the land, his wife tended things about the homestead. Occasionally, the cow would get into the garden, and the husband would complain. One day, as he left to get supplies, he said in a sarcastic way, “Do you think you’ll be able to keep the cow in while I am gone?” She thought she could; she would try. That night a terrible storm arose. Frightened by thunder, the cow escaped into the woods. Several days later the husband returned to an empty cabin and an apologetic note: “A storm came up, and the cow got out. I am so sorry, but I think I can find her.” He searched; neither had survived. The author concluded the incident with these words: Boys flying kites haul in their white-winged birds; You can call back your kites, but you can’t call back your words. “Careful with fire” is good advice, we know; “Careful with words” is ten times doubly so. Thoughts unexpressed will often fall back dead. But God Himself can’t kill them, once they are said! It is painful to be the victim. But have you not yet learned how much more painful it is to be the offender? There are spiritual disorders and spiritual diseases that can cause intense suffering. If you suffer from worry, from grief or shame or jealousy or disappointment or envy, from self-recrimination or self-justification, consider this lesson taught to me many years ago by my good friend. He was as saintly a man as I have ever known. He was steady and serene, with a deep spiritual strength that many drew upon. He knew just how to minister to others who were suffering. On a number of occasions I was present when he gave blessings to those who were sick or who were otherwise afflicted. His was a life of service, both to the temples and around the world. On one occasion, when the Spirit was right, he gave me a lesson for my life from an experience in his own. Although I thought I had known him, he told me things about his life I would not have supposed. He grew up in a little community with a desire to make something of himself. He struggled to get an education. He married his sweetheart, and presently everything was just right. He was well employed, with a bright future. They were deeply in love, and she was expecting their first child. The night the baby was to be born, there were complications. The only doctor was somewhere in the countryside tending to the sick. After many hours of labor, the condition of the mother-to-be became desperate. Finally the doctor was located. In the emergency, he acted quickly and soon had things in order. The baby was born and the crisis, it appeared, was over. Some days later, the young mother died from the very infection that the doctor had been treating at another home that night. Peter’s world was shattered. Everything was not right now; everything was all wrong. He had lost his wife. He had no way to tend both the baby and his work. As the weeks wore on, his grief festered. “That doctor should not be allowed to practice,” he would say. “He brought that infection to my wife. If he had been careful, she would be alive today.” He thought of little else, and in his bitterness, he became threatening. Today, no doubt, he would have been pressed by many others to file a malpractice suit. And there are lawyers who would see in his pitiable condition only one ingredient—money! But that was another day, and one night a knock came at his door. A little girl said simply, “Daddy wants you to come over. He wants to talk to you.” “Daddy” was the stake president. A grieving, heartbroken young man went to see his spiritual master. This spiritual shepherd had been watching his flock and had something to say to him. The counsel from that wise servant was simply, “Peter, leave it alone. Nothing you do about it will bring her back. Anything you do will make it worse. Peter, leave it alone.” My friend told me then that this had been his trial. How could he leave it alone? Right was right! A terrible wrong had been committed and somebody must pay for it. It was a clear case. But he struggled in agony to get hold of himself. And finally, he determined that whatever else the issues were, he should be obedient. Obedience is powerful spiritual medicine. It comes close to being a cure-all. He determined to follow the counsel of that wise spiritual master. He would leave it alone. Then he told me, “I was an old man before I understood! It was not until I was an old man that I could finally see a poor country doctor—overworked, underpaid, run ragged from patient to patient, with little medicine, no hospital, few instruments, struggling to save lives, and succeeding for the most part. “He had come in a moment of crisis, when two lives hung in the balance, and had acted without delay. “I was an old man,” he repeated, “before I finally understood! I would have ruined my life,” he said, “and the lives of others.” Many times he had thanked the Lord on his knees for a wise guru who counseled simply, “Peter, leave it alone.” And that is the counsel I bring again to you. If you have a festering grudge, if you are involved in an acrimonious dispute, “Behold what the scripture says [and it says it fifty times and more]—man shall not smite, neither shall he judge; for judgment is mine, saith the Lord, and vengeance is mine also, and I will repay” I say therefore, “Peter, leave it alone. Paulina, leave it alone.” If you need a transfusion of spiritual strength, then just ask for it. We call that mantra. Chanting of the holy name, the Hare Krishna maha mantra is powerful spiritual medicine. The instructions for its use are found in the Bhagavad gita as it is. I always message my soul thus; Svarupa you left your room this morning, Did you chant the holy names? … When your soul was full of sorrow, At the gates of day and night? Oh, how chanting rests the weary! The holy name will change the night to day. So, when life gets dark and dreary, Don’t forget to chants. Some frustrations we must endure without really solving the problem. Some things that ought to be put in order are not put in order because we cannot control them. Things we cannot solve, we must survive. If you resent someone for something he has done—or failed to do—forget it. Too often the things we carry are petty, even stupid. If you are still upset after all these years because your friend didn't come to your wedding reception, why don’t you grow up and forget it? If you brood constantly over a loss or a past mistake, look ahead—settle it. We call that forgiveness. Forgiveness is powerful spiritual medicine. To extend forgiveness, that natural medicine, to those who have offended you is to heal. And, more difficult yet, when the need is there, forgive yourself! I repeat, “Peter, leave it alone. Paulina, leave it alone.” Purge and cleanse and soothe your soul and your heart and your mind and that of others. A cloud will then be lifted, a beam cast from your eye. There will come that peace which surpasseth understanding. “If ye love me, keep my commandments.said, de Christ.